Dilemma

i've been promise to my self, to him too that i won't be greedy. i know that he already had a family but i can't help what i feel with him, that i love him, that i miss him, and that i don't want him to go to Semarang...

it is -2 to new year, tomorrow is new year eve.. i know that i really can't have him in new year eve, but at least i want to talk to him at that night, i want to give him a kiss just by phone, but it's only a dream...

and all i can do is wish u well honey, i hope u will arrive at Semarang with your Family and you can come home safely in Jakarta... I miss you honey and i cant wait to hold you in my arms again, we make love wildly again...